ROCKSTAR !

.Wednesday, December 3, 2008 ' 8:03 AM Y

DEAR DIARY(((:

I really dun know what happen to my life this year ??? , During my June hoilday i have a wondering month that day , i am so happy , and that thing never i feel before , I am so happy until i speechless , infront of the person , i am happy that month until August .....

But now start by month of September during Bulan Puasa until now , i am so upset aldy , It is been 4 month aldy this prob keep popping up and have not solve yet , I keep asking my self this questions , How to Slove if this person dun want to talk to me and other person keep saying the same word that i am not behaviour like that .. I really dun know what to do , is like my life this year to bad lah ,

It is diffcult to 4get the person that we really hope to be friends ,and really diffcult to talk with the person if the person is EGO and ...........
I dun know if my behaviour is very bad until this persons say the same thing !! , but i ask my long last friends and also my ITE friends that i know them for two year , they say my behaviour is not so bad not like what they say .
This part i dun understand cuz i juz know this two person this year , and it is still new also , but i dun beleive this matter going on....

During Hari raya , i talk to the person and ask smthg , and the person say NO!!! and NO!! so i that time i believe him lah , cuz he is very nice to me and friendly to me !! , but after that day , he still nice to me and start of Novemeber he start to be rude aldy and he start to say that word again2 , until other person say also , i am upset and i dun know why people do this .....

Now aldy Decmember rite , it is been 1 week of december he still hate me and also say the same word again when i ask him questions , and he ask me to do smthg , but i disagree .. but now i juz wake up from the mistake , and i think i make the rite , descision.... i hope i am happy with this plan ..... and i hope it work !!!!..

My plan is :......................................

This is juz the first prob , the other prob i have still to think , until i solve but i think this prob , need time now not yet Time , i am not ready yet .. so need Time ...

THE END MY PROB THIS YEAR!!!!